Life has been busy enough that I just haven't really considered the computer much. It's been full of good things like beautiful evening walks, friends just hanging out and our newly formed small group (which has been AMAZING!!). I have also been spending my free time reading Twilight. Those books are addicting- even if they aren't the most well written. They are also really long. I was relieved when I finally got through the last one-- now I can go back to my TV/Internet addiction instead:-) For the last month or so this business has been invigorating, it's been a good sort of healthy fullness. For some reason last week felt exhausting. Work was really draining and Rachel had some kind of allergic reaction all over her skin which we spent 3-4 days trying to combat. After and ER visit and Dr's appointment we still don't know what it was but the stream of anti-histamines we were pour into her system seemed to finally help and it's just about gone. Today we had another visit with Rachel's family. It was good but I found myself struggling internally a bit more with having to share her. I think it's because she has been so snugly the last few weeks and calling me "mom" a lot. I have to accept the strangeness of the situation every time we have a visit. It helps to remember how much harder it must be for her mom. Our small group stirred up a lot of good conversation Friday night. I feel like I have a lot to ponder. So I start the new week where I should start each day, at the foot of the cross, trusting in Jesus for where else could I go?